I have not been in the best place over the few months. This post is a collection of my thoughts and feelings that I’ll continue to add to.
Fading
The signs that line the walls,
were lies all along.
Filled with empty words and broken promises,
that leaves me hollow forevermore.
So this is what pain feels like.
My chest aches, my heart breaks.
Thinking of what you’ve done to yourself,
to your family, to anyone you’ve known.
I wish I could hug you again,
and it be just like old times.
But I’m naive because,
you’ve already made up your mind.
What I would do to wake up as someone else,
just for one day.
So I could experience life again,
Instead of being racked with pain.
I’m just a shell of my former self,
going through the motions each day.
I’m broken down, in pieces,
with no idea when I’ll be whole again.
Feeling Broken
Loss
Dark, despair
A blank stare
Deserted of all feeling
Empty
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